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I Let Go

I let go of the unhappiness
I let go of the pain
I let go of the sadness, that had my tears flowing like rain
I let go of the fear, that being successful could bring
I let go of the thoughts of failure, that would leave me in shame
I let go of the hurt
I let go of the past
I let go of a love, that could never ever last
I let go of the worries
I let go of the cares
I let go of the procrastination, that would leave me unaware
I let go of the negative
I let go of the anger
I let go of all the frustration that led my life to danger
I let go of the self-pity
I let go of the blame
I let go of the life that did nothing for my name
Doubt, insecurity, mistrust, unfaithness, abuse
I let go of all these things, for them, I have no use
I let go
Marcia S. McNeill 1-1-2015

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