Words by Marcia

I don't have to remind myself, just how much I love you You on the other hand, seem to find the time to remind, me that you love me when the world is crashing and crumbling down, around you You feel the need to explain yet, some things are without explanations this here reality that I am facing appears to be a nightmare that I can't wake up from running in the long dark hallways all alone, all alone by myself but am I truly by myself? for whenever I look behind me, I see another distraction and in front of me, yet another obstacle I want to love you the way you deserve to be love but what about me, would that leave me to be less deserving of a love that catches you by the hand and secures your heart or is it the kind of love that is at times your rock, then sinks you I think about you all the time and I can't help but miss you but miss me with the bull, miss me with the blame miss me with the tit for tat in a game that remains the same lonely nights wand

Supporters are going to support while the haters are going to hate but while the haters are busy hating I won't let them disturb my fate you see I have a dream just as anyone else Whose goal is to be successful and it should seem that the new me I am better than my old self which is helpful We hustle and we grind already with fear of failure clouding our minds In a place where to be liked or to get a single like is simply too much for someone's time Putting more emphasis on the negativity in one's life Where the measure of positivity gets lack of accolades and fails to compare in the struggle to applaud what's right Understand that it isn't just about me It's about him and him and them and we Together building a future to keep us off these streets To make sure and ensure that they have more than enough food to eat More than enough knowledge to speak more than enough love to keep to be restless and sleepless and unable to

I call your name , yes I do Cause There’ll never be another love like you I have a Love Ballad written here for you That burns like the Fire and Desire that I have, it’s true Tell me if you still care about me, ooh please tell me For I am yearning for your love I want and need you   Cause I love you I don’t wanna be so silly over you, but I am When you cry, I cry, for we cry together Thinking about you constantly These thoughts have me traveling Going back down memory lane With you I wanna climb the stairway to heaven I like it yes I really do, love the idea of me and you Dreams fill my head about our future, as we lay Contemplating on the notion of that feeling one gets When someone loves you back It’s fact, and not fiction and feels so good When I am living for the love of you Though at times I don’t want to Yet I miss you and just wanna kiss you For you bring me joy I wanna love you Would you mind , if I

I am afraid to be in love with you yet I am, in love with you I am afraid to be lost inside of your eyes yet I am, beyond lost inside your eyes I am afraid to become one with you yet I have, become one with you I am afraid to crave your touch yet I have, and will always crave your touch I am afraid to enjoy your lips yet I can't get enough of your lips and with every single kiss more and more I become afraid That I will indeed hurt you I am afraid that I am going to hurt you yet I am, more afraid of hurting myself. Marcia S. McNeill © 2015